Body

It has been so busy lately that I hardly have time to breathe! However, I've learned so much as a result of the bombardment of demands, deadlines, people to see and talk to, etc. Most of all, it has become very apparent that I cannot do it all.

Having a closed type of personality and being stubbornly self-reliant, I tend to do everything myself. I'm not sure how I've gotten by all these years. As I look back, it appears that many projects would have been done better and have been much more successful if I had not horded the work. The recent busyness has proved this because others have had to do what I would have done myself if there were enough time. I have to admit that the results are much better than if I had done everything myself.

A visit by my brother has also helped me see the bigger picture. Beyond the small world of my work, there is the world out there with which I also need to be concerned, even though I cannot go there. This is where others, like my brother who is dedicated to being out there, come into the picture. I can actually participate through prayer and other support, and be part of their team. Ultimately, all such work is a team effort.

It's funny that I'm still growing up even though I'm middle-aged; learning about teamwork, and that we are part of the body. Life is such an adventure. Deepening in relationship with God, and experiencing his redemptive power change the recesses of my life is ongoing. I am thankful beyond words.